In jan 3 this year she decided to end our relationship. Things like that. In discussions it tends to turn into me talking about all of my issues and how bad a person I am, which doesnt help. And in retrospect, I am not convinced those feelings of hatred were actually for him. Within the first 3 months he started changing. I just dont get where hes coming from. I am very worried that this whole thing happened for some unforeseen reason and we arent meant to be together in the end, but I truly love her am willing to try and fail to get her back many times to know that I have tried everything I could. All the msg i sent he reply back in one word . It saddens me that our children have a father who wants to be around them, but cant stand to be around them when they are near. They had sex twice. I live with my girlfriend of 8 years and she says she loves me and wants to be with me but she never shows it, living with her is a nightmare, we Dont communicate, we are never intimate, she never listens to me when i tell her how much its effecting my state of mind, i feel so low ATM that i feel like ending my life. It has felt like I held the whole thing together. Let me answer another question you dont ask: How could he have grown to not like ME? Xx. I know that she most likely will be happier without me since I caused so much damage to her, but I really want another shot at becoming the only one she loves. They had small heart break, but I was not for them. He has made some changes but this things are completely unacceptable. A person in emotional turmoil is not who he really IS. You have to take care of yourself, even if it means breaking your own heart. since we have this money issues i dont demand something new to try with him, i let him know that i understand his situation. He probably forgot to delete it. One day , i ask him, are you wary of me? Dr. Deb with all this being the case can I prove to him that was not truly me and I can make him happy. My h has actually done a couple sweet things but I do not trust. He gave me the letters i wrote back, said he will come around our son when he is a better role model and that he doesnt exist to me or my family and never to contact him again. I dont want to compromise and I dont want to keep calling him so as not to look needy..pls help!. Said it was the first time it happened since we started dating. Thats what my ex did to me. I have been dating A good man for over a year and a half. Give him the time he needs or this will not work. The issue is that he wants me to be fully committed and upbeat and in a happy place with this and Im not. That is totally understandable but not healthy and not fair. He says he just isnt in love with me anymore and that he wants to be alone. Him now having a friend and moving so quickly makes me think he may be telling the truth this time. I was still madly in love with her and after a couple weeks we got back together, for the next two years we kept doing this cycle of on and off. The challenges you face in your marriage might leave you feeling like the union is over and that it's time to separate. Mom and son- value other things over you during your relationship. My girlfriend always told me that what I played and painted was beautiful but I still lacked contentment in my life. Taking responsibility is a big first step. I feel guilty. I have been in a fully committed relationship for 2 years. I have been with my boyfriend for a little over 6 months. But people dont act like that out of the clear blue for no reason. What hurt was that he completely ignored me. I felt this way because in the past when I brought up marriage, he would get sort of mad and say itll come when it does. My kids do as well. But he is not willing to forgive me and one more chance to our marriage. These steps are going to help me more than you will ever know!! I cant move bcus i own my house. This broke my heart because Ive put and given up so much for her and always said this was forever, but to realise she doesnt feel the same way broke me! That love is made of respect, admiration, trust, and enjoyment of who that other person is. When I said this is what therapy is for an objective outsider, I will add that a therapist is a competent objective outsider. but he kept doing things that broke my heart. She just seemed so volitile at the end. Although theres a strong connection between us, I feel he doesnt care about my needs. I have a child from a previous relationship. I also dont know if I should contact him. She hasnt left but she has said shes hurt and that she dont know if she can ever feel the same way about me again. Didnt know if trying so hard all the time was worth it. Thanks!! Weve been together since high school 4years now. I think if I was able to open my heart again to him, our marriage could thrive, because he is already in that place. Mentioned it to me but not when it had happened and didnt really seem to make a big thing of it. And how do I know that hes not going to do this to me again? I hate that the one I love hurt me so bad that its hard to love myself. Can you advise what should I do now? June of 2013, I had taken the physical abuse pretty far and had hurt her fairly bad. Subscribe me to the GoodTherapy.org public newsletter. and this girl i love, shes lost trust in me. Make a special time to just go out w/o talking about who will pick up the kids from soccer. She wont start counseling for another 3 weeks because she is too busy at her new job. Finally, everything feel apart lady night when she said she would see me on condition that I give her some money. Were only 20 years old so weve got so much growing up to do and I recognize that now. Im so lost. However, speaking of texts, he used to text me first thing in the morning. When the hatred becomes intense it can temporarily beat out love. It looks to me like you are taking good steps your husb has a therapist and is getting alcohol counseling. or what else we can do if we are not together and living in separated stated . Please dont get involved with a liar. I will change those behaviours. We use to share bank accounts and a little while ago my husband got his own bank acct. I am truly afraid that the damage has been done and that we will not make it through this, but I refuse to give up on me, on her or on us. I returned an hour later simply because it was 10PM on New Years Day and I couldnt find a place to go. Just click my name at the top of this article and it takes you to my page on Good Therapy. Thanks for your time in advance & I know that if this goes further we will need therapy TOGETHER. I have treated the one person that I truly admire like crap for so many years. I met the love of my life 3 years ago back in high school. He tells me all the time that I dont love him anymore and Im starting to see why. So I wish you a healthier and happier new year than in the past, Kathleen. I guess he needs to see the changes first. Hi TJ Thank you! At least this is what I feel Im supposed to learn. she said shes convinced herself that we werent going to be together an moved on. Im afraid that im pushing to hard and it will drive her off, but on the other hand im afraid that we will grow apart even further I fell back into the same hole as 3 years ago. Our arguments grew worse. she was so in love with me that i didnt realise that one day her feelings might fade.She says she has lost feelings for me but now ive learn to love her so much more.Is it possible for her to come back to me? Im trying not to feel hurt, but it really didnt want to see him with her and I ended up walking in on them both naked. 151 views, 6 likes, 8 loves, 22 comments, 4 shares, Facebook Watch Videos from Miller Memorial Baptist Church: Sunday, February 26, 2023~ Reverend Damaris Y Walker, Esq., Pastor ~ Scripture: Song of. But do I stay or do I go? As I work with technology solutions it didnt take me long to confront her with this additional info. After careful self reflection and evaluation, I cheated because I was ambivalent at the very beginning of our relationship and this is why. I recently found out my boyfriend lost feelings for me over a lot of arguing. I dont just not love him, sometimes I feel like I actively dislike him. I would really appreciate some advise. If I can brave the shame of having the scarlet letter stamped on my head for all to see now. started to disappear cause of the absence of my Does this make sense? but the other person continued to try to contact me. She feels justified yelling at me or verbally belittling me every day, and I have to stay quiet and just take it and prove Im worthy of being treated with respect. He didnt know what his problem was, he didnt like the fact of him cheating on me, and he didnt want to lose me. We love each other very much but he says he doesnt know if he wants to be with me because when Im upset I threaten to leave and it hurts him for me to use that against him. You can love the fun times youve had; you can love how they made you feel, but you cant possibly love who they are if you call them ignorant, etc. and she is slowly pushing away. how do i tell him that am very sorry so that we can continue our relationship coz i know i hurt him with my words but i need his forgiveness. I know she has no intention of doing marriage counseling and when I said I was going to get on anti depressants and seeing a professional she didnt seem to care. Of course he doesnt c it this way. The thought of him finally deciding that he no longer wants me is terrifying and Im not sure how to react nor do i know what to do or where to begin. If he wont listen, maybe you can write him a nice email explaining how you now see your mistake. Sometimes getting a map to follow is difficult; we want the voice on the GPS telling us exactly where to turn and in how many feet. I find it selfish on his part to pursue my wife knowing how conflicted and hurt she is, he knows from my lone text asking for him to give us space and his knowledge of how this situation can affect children caught up in it. I found her on his Skype. It took something life changing to snap me out of it. I think the whole adventurous stuff will just have to wait until my medical problems clear up. All she would do was complain, be depressed, and take it out on me. I have been married for 12 years next week. I react with frustration and pain and tell her she is confused via text and never to contact me again. I was in a very dark place about the pregnancy, but I also know that was only an excuse after a while. We had fights often, usually from a small disagreement that always blew up into a massive arguement that left us bitter as we always said hurtful things. Thank you for your comments, Michaela. I still cry from time to time over the pain he has caused and I know he feels awful about it. We both still love each other more than anything in the world, but that cant survive without trust and respect. I walked by the Valentines day cards at the store recently and imagined her sending one to him. Do you notice an interesting pattern? I have no idea what to do, cant see anything if things dont work out she has been my sole drive to achieve what I have in the last 5-6 years. Me, having an anxiety attack, says the other guy. Since I really dont know his side, the only advice I can give is get into therapy asap. In 2012 I took outside work as financial times were tough. It may be a struggle at first but if you are strong you will make it. I initiated the movejust to see her for the first time in 9 months. This is confusing to me because we havent actually broken up and he still shows me some affection on occasion, we still get intimate, and I even get that glimpse of love in his eyes I used to see all the time, but only for a moment. He has been and so far will always be the one for me. Thank you for reading all this, Hi, my ex and I dated for 2months, she was madly My boyfriend and I have been together 4yrs. All Rights Reserved. i forgave him even though there were about four more episodes of blacking out in which he called names and used some deep secrets I had told him against me. Harry Emerson Fosdick. Is all of what hes saying true or is it that hes just so hurt and fed up with me not trusting him and cussing him out on a daily basis. Please contact me. I gave him my support and said I hoped everything would be alright. Shehas permanent hearing loss, so this I Keep trying. But it needs to be more than three weeks. But I love my gf and she left me and she says she cant trust me anymore but that she still loves me. Im still hurt and seeing him as a five year old boy, not a man. I dont want to have it end and then face the same thing that he did Because i doubt hed get back together a 3rd time because he is a sensitive guy and doesnt want either of us to hurt again. Can you talk while he is in the military or is he overseas? In fact, the brain chemistry in love is very much like the chemistry of the brain in addictions. Also he had lost a job around the same time. You both have to agree to counseling to learn communication or you might as well forget it. This means that it is the perfect opportunity for your date to see what kind of man you really are because if she sees that you can relax, then theres a good chance she will as well. But Im trying and Im fighting for our relationship and it seems to me at this point, that hes not. She is afraid just like me to leave each other and start over cause of AIDS and the thought of getting to know a person and hoping that they are not gonna cheat or be violent. Entering the 3rd month I have been a lot better and basically focusing on restoring normality and also putting my new positive life skills to work. I have not let go of the good him and thats what I been holding on to I know what he is now and i have so many emotions and I feel like I can save him or should I say my heart tells me to save him and my mind knows he is gone I hate that Im in this situation and my family has cut me off for marrying him and Im ashamed to talk about it to my friends around me but they know heroin is really bad in ky right now and they ask me all time why is he always loaded Im just trying to get mentally unwind from him and I just exploding on the inside. I have been with my partner for almost a year now. "When boiled down to its essence, unforgiveness is hatred .". Do you have a fantasy of being her rescuer? He went to his house and work many times. She may may trying a way to get my attention. She is basically my everything because I have no family in the states so I did everything with her. If this is something where the two of you have remained together and do in all honesty still love each other, then I definitely think that it is possible to fall in love with that same person all over again. But it is also playing with fire. I have been lying and cheating the entirety of my relationship. I broke up with him. Hi Adarkwa However, unfortunately, i fell into a deep depression where I just did not feel and act like myself, there was the unfortunate symptom of never feeling happy. He is a married man. Other people have great ideas, too. Im thinking something must have been going wrong in your relationship in the first place for your husband to just drop you like that to take care of this friend. bungalowstreet. he is the bestest guy i could ever have. He had a five year relationship with a woman married several times, very needy, spent a lot of his money and would reel him back in using her kids or her problems. Thats why you dont want to let go. So he said hed delete it too. He loves me and wont say leave or hes done. He hasnt cheated me again. Thanks in advance and apologies for the length of post but as I said it is all still pretty raw. Hes just so amazing his name is Brad hes so handsome and loving, funny, sweet but very ignorant he thinks people are out to get him. Wrong time, crossed wires and past issues. 15 First Date Ideas that Can Spark a Love Connection But he told her before I had the chance too. An update to my story is that for a while my wife and I were doing really well and then the bottom fell out. Then Tuesday morning she told me she sent him a message on facebook, to make sure he got the message, and that she needed to know there was closure between them, and that they were done. I like the thought of being with someone else because I dont wanna be with a liar and a cheat. So we are taking the tough challenge to rebuild. reached a point that was the last straw and he was done. but then i found out that she was someone from a party he went to while i was on vacation. The first 3 years were great. Hi Marina, What you need to do is work with a therapist who can help you (a) quickly figure out why you did this and (b) give you the tools to withstand the challenges of life going forward. She says she loves me and I am her best friend but to be betrayed and treated as I have been is truly breaking my heart. But Ive damaged him so severely now, that I cant break through to him anymore. Oh yowies eeks!!!! Hi Shelly I gave them a time limit, saying Id be back in around 20 minutes. That I had some huge disappointments to get through (school fails, dream fails, health fails) and 6 months ago I was kissing him and was distracted. Recently we almost broke up but decided to work through things and be better for each other. Now it was this time I realized how much I loved her. Night before she texts me that its formal. Then two days later he came home and showered since being together hes never came home and showered. She wants to know she can have fun with you especially if she is hard working woman during the day. D stood between the open door & me. We moved out a year after being married and finally had our own place. The flirting still hurt though, so I complained and he kind of stopped. If you direct your negative feelings at the person because of this flaw in his or her personality, you are bound to hate him or her (at least a little). Talking for 20 years to a psychoanalyst is not the answer. 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